I'm scared because I don't want anyone else to have your heart, I don't want anyone else to kiss your lips, I don't want anyone else to be in your arms, I don't want anyone else to be the one you love. I don't want anyone else to take my place.♥

I want to be the girl that makes the playa quit the game

Love is as much of an object as an obsession, everybody wants it, everybody seeks it, but few ever achieve it, those who do will cherish it, be lost in it, and among all, never... never forget it.

My loneliness like the night air - invisible to the eye, obvious to the touch. Yet if I could do it all over again, I'd do it in the same skin I'm in. To lay down and let love die, just stay down and let love lie. No, no, not I. I'll stay around and let love fly, even though I have seen it's darkest form, deceit. Nothi...ng else could taste this warm or feel this sweet.See More

This is critical
I'm feeling helpless
So hysterical, this can't be healthy
I can't eat or sleep
When you're not with me
Baby, you're the air i breath
This is critical, yeah
So stuck on you

nick jonas - critical

You'll wake up one day and wonder where in the world I am, who I'm with, if I'm happy or not, and you'll feel so much regret for everything you've ever done to hurt me, and the truth is, when that day comes, I'll probably have forgotten about you.

I will never let you fall, I'll stand up with you forever... I'll be there for you through it all; even if saving you sends me to heaven ♥

i secretly loveee you .

it's the way he makes me laugh when i dont even want to smilee .

` the only people you need in your life are the ones that show you they need you in theirs.

Do you want to know what my problem is?I love you.I love your name,I love the way you look at me,I love your gorgeous smile,I love the way I can be having the worst day of my life and seeing you completely changes my mood.Thats my problem .....

you can have my heart, its yours to keep

the only people you need in your life are the ones that show you they need you in theirs.

& i get a air slap in the face. LOL i prob deserved it for not seeing him :$

we should run away from the world and see what we become.

youre the highlight to my life

i'm moving on cause baby, i cant wait for you forever. i'll find the one that who will keep his pinky promises and only tells me he's nothing without me because it's nothing but the truth.

still the same name, playing the same game .

i aint addicted; i'm commited

what happened to us - jay sean .

i wish you were still here .

Everyone wants to be the Sun that shines in your life, but I'd rather be the Moon, so I can shine on you during your darkest hour.

i miss having you to myself .

iask: have you ever cried over a boy to the point that you say "enough is enough" ?

ianswer: i've cried half an ocean but i still cant tell myself, enough is enough ..

i would do anything it takes, to make you stay forever .

i've fallen head over heels for you .

i promise baby, i wont be around much longer ..

i never get jealous when i see my ex with someone else cause my parents always taught me to give my used toys to the less fortunate.

you've got enemies? good cause that means you've stood up for something

i wish you knew, how i feel bout you .

he called my smile cute :$

People always think that the most painful thing in life is losing the one you value. The truth is, the most painful thing is losing yourself in the process of valuing someone too much and forgetting that you are special too.

trust no man, fear no bitch LOL

& he still makes me smileeeeee (:

& he still gives me the butterfliesss :$

what am i afraid of this is supposed to be what dreams are made of the people i dont have time to hang with always loook at me and say the same shit, " you promised me you would never change"

thanks for proving me right

wouldn't trade this feeling for nothing, not even for a minute ♥

never seek a commitment from a cheater.

love is not said but shown.

tired of pretending that nothings wrong . .

and everybody talks and everybody listen, and somehow the truth just always comes up missing.

light it up, and let it burn. say goodbye for no return.

i'll wait for you, even if it takes forever

gots my second ear pierced today :) !

we've been apart for
eight months, ten days & many hours.
boy how you've been?
fancy seeing you again.
i tried to call, but no reply.
so i thought i just let sleeping dogs lie.
in my dream, i still see us together.
but in reality, it's too late for us.
it's like each day is growing colder.
i'm grasping for the minutes.
seconds pass and im thinking back,
when you first told me forever.
do you still remember when you told your friends
you've never been happier in your life?
or when you said you dont know what
you would do without me?
why'd you walk away,
and leave me with all this comforting pain?
no matter how much you've hurt me,
i still come running right back.
baby turn around because i'm still right here.
i know you said i dont deserve you,
but those six words still give me hope.
i told you,
"it's a one in a million chance we'll be together forever"
but you said it yourself,
"we're that one in a million"
at this point,
im trying to figure out if i was crazy for believing you.

The only thing I want is to be in love with you
to spend a lifetime just watching your mouth
speaking the words that captivate me

I only want to forget the world
forget everything I've ever known

The only thing I want is to be in love with you
to watch each day pass by like seconds
on a clock that never runs

I want to find myself in you
to become what I have longed for
you are my inspiration
though it seems
you're muchtoo much
I don't deserve it

I only want to feel your touch
the touch of an angel that guides me home when I am lost
and gives me love when I feel that I am hated

You are my guardian angel
You are my angel for life
perfect in every way
don't ever change

I love you...

I will always love you

if i know what love is, it is because of you .

http://superezra.tumblr.com/

At this point I'm just trying to remember what I saw in him

Before I met you I never knew what it was like; to look at someone and smile for no reason.

“We fit together so well...it's like pieces of a puzzle, the way your hand fits the curve of my hip and the way my head rests on your shoulder, the way our hands just melt into one, and the way I feel complete when I'm with you...like the picture's finally completed and I'll never have to wonder what I'm missing.”

“When I saw you, I was afraid to meet you... When I met you, I was afraid to kiss you... When I kissed you, I was afraid to love you... Now that I love you, I'm afraid to lose you.”

Every time I hear your voice, I hear another reason to keep you forever

jack&jill;went up the hill to smoke some marijuana, jack got high, pulled down his fly & asked jill if she wanna. jill said yes, pulled up her dress, and had a little fun. but stupid jill forgot the pill, &now;they have a son.

Nothing you say can change me. You can kill me and become a hero, or die by my hand and become another one of my victims. Your choice.

ikno its not ur fault but ima locked door & inside ima mess from someone before, & i wish tht i could find the key, to unlock or the things u want us to be, but theres a safe around my heart, idk how to let u in, & thats why i need time, i said i need u, i need u to understand

Shit happens, people change, and things fall apart. But at the end of the day, the earth is still spinning. Life is going to keep on going, and time stops for no one.

" I got everything I need right here with me. I got air in my lungs,a few blank sheets of paper. I mean, I love waking up in the morning not knowing what's gonna happen or, who I'm gonna meet, where I'm gonna wind up.I figure life's a gift and I don't intend on wasting it. You don't know what hand you're gonna get dealt next. You learn to take life as it comes at you... to make each day count "

It's hard to make a decision when you're too tired to hold on, but you're too in love to let go.

Now I know we said things, did things that we didn't mean and we fall back into the same patterns same routine, but your temper's just as bad as mine is you're the same as me, but when it comes to love you're just as blinded

Nothing you say can change me. You can kill me and become a hero, or die by my hand and become another one of my victims. Your choice.

- im about whateverr maynn, fk what they be talkinn bout, they opinion doesnt count, were the only thing tht matters, so we do it how we do ittttttt ; ♥

You broke my heart; but I still love you with all the pieces

Maybe one day I'll be able to tear away a part of me and let you go.

Moving on is simple, it's what you leave behind that makes it so difficult

Someone can walk into your life and it is not until after they walk out that you realize that they were even there

The ones that you love the most are usually the ones that hurt you the most

This is the real world and things are gonna fall apart.
But not every thing is wroth crying for
Not every thing is wroth fighting for
And some things are just not worth mending

It's so hard to show everyone that I'm doing
fine without you when deep inside I'm not.
It's hard because I have to smile
when I really can't hold back my tears...
cause as far as I can see, you're doing fine without me..

I've accepted the fact that we can't be, but I've also accepted that you're going to be that one person I carry with me for the rest of my life, the one that is always going to make my heart jump a little and my stomach tie up in knots no matter how happy I am otherwise...no matter how long its been

If you love someone, let them go. If they return to you, it was meant to be. If they don't, their love was never yours to begin with

"A break up is like a broken mirror.
It is better to leave it broken than
hurt yourself trying to fix it."

"There's this place in me where your finger prints still rest... your kisses still linger and your whispers softly echo... It's the place where a part of you will forever be a part of me." - Anonymous.

You taught me not to love, after you showed me what it was

"he taught me how to love, but not how to stop"

"Love never dies a natural death. It dies because we don't know how to replenish its source. It dies of blindness and errors and betrayals. It dies of illness and wounds; it dies of weariness, of withering, of tarnishing."

he's like the diamond every girl wants to wait in line for

we're just like the ciggz he smokes & throws away after he's had his "fun"

LYRICS:
I can be true to youi just can not do all the things
that you want me to
if you want to be with me
you still need to see that i'm young
i can't be fooling around

Pre-Chorus:
we can kiss we can hug
we can do whatever we want
please take it slow on me
i'm not ready
we can dance we can touch
we can do whatever is fun
i'm not willing to take it
where you want to baby

Chorus:
you need to slow it down
this love just can't be rushed
you need to slow it down
you're asking for too much
you need to slow it down
i can't seem to keep up
i'm not willing to take it
where you want to baby

Its hard to tell your mind to stop loving someone, when your heart still does ♥

im numb but i can still feel u , somtimes im blind but i see u.

You always said you hate to see me hurt, and you hate to see me cry; So all those times that you hurt me, did you close your eyes?

theres a point in life when you get tired of chasing everyone and trying to fix everything. buh its not giving up. its realizing you dont need certain people and their drama.

i never knew
i never knew that everything was falling thru
that everyone i knew was waiting on a que
to turn and run when all i needed was the truth
but thats how its gotta be
its coming down to nothing more than apathy
i'd rather run the other way then stay and see
the smoke & whos still standing when it clears
everyone knows im in over my head, over my head,
with 8 seconds left in overtime hes on my mind, hes on my mind♥

A husband and wife were trying to set up a new password for their computer. Her husband put 'mypenis' and the wife fell on the ground laughing cause it said, "Error. Not long enough."

you and i together may be a destructive pair.but you and i apart is no better than self-destruction.

i'll be waiting for your love to find mee

trying to forget someone you love is like trying to remember someone you never knew .

love doesn't have to be perfect, it just needs to be true .

if you were mine, i'd be your everything and you'd be the only thing.. that i would ever need.

june 23rd 2010.

went to watch INCEPTION with my girliess - sania safari & carmen dang !
gaaaah movie was waaay too awesome. i'm completely in love with it <3 it confuzzled me as fucck but gosh, orgasm at the same time. i'm probably going to go watch it again... with mathewos. sitting in that theater today wasn't the same without him. i kept wishing he was beside me everytime i looked over.. to my dissapointment, it was an empty seat.

baby, i'm not going to get my hopes up .

you make me happy, yet you make me cry. it kills me to see you with another girl .

meeting you was fate, becoming your friend was choice, falling in love with you, was beyond my control. ♥

they say that time will dry the tears,
but true love burns for a thousand years.
♥

Never take someone for granted; hold every person close to your heart. Because you might wake up one day and realize that you lost a diamond, while you were too busy collecting stones. ♥

You hate me, she hates me, he hates me.. why?
Cause I've probably been the selfish me I love to be,
and stolen someone away from you, just as a challenge.
Then I brush them to the side and really,
never talk to them much again.
I was tierd of playing helpless little girl.
I was sick of getting my heart broken.
It was time for me to do stuff like the boys do..
Lead 'em on and ditch 'em.
And now, whos phone never stops ringing?
Mine.Because I learned how to play the fucking game.

Not all knights in shining armor can make your dreams come true. Maybe he's not quite as charming as he may seem.

As im laying down I keep thinking about you and how close I was to almost being yours then how fast everything changed but oh well I told you I would tak

Make love your best kept secret .

Memories are all that's left behind, I guess my heart made up my mind...

I can't help but smile through it all, because with every struggle comes success .

"Problems are not the problem; coping is the problem."

So what if I came clean and told you all you mean to me. So what if I write your name 'cause your always on my brain. Just 'cause I can't go on, just 'cause I die when your gone. And just 'cause I think of you in bed, don't let it go to your head...

& This ain't love, this ain't human. This ain't real, so what the fxck is we doin'.

Not a single salty tear, not a feeling in my chest. Baby I'm feeling no stress, I'm too fly to be depressed!

I guess it's 'cause I love you to death. If your love ever left, my heart'll stop pumping blood in my chest.

I live in a world where no one has time to applaud my success, but seek my failures...

I can't fake, force or fight the feeling ...

"I can't wait to figure out whats wrong with me, so I can say this is the way I used to be..."

no argument, no fight. move along, i'm just trying to be polite.

& once again, i almost fell for your lies. acting like we can be friends again but once you don't get what you want.. you walk away as if we never had that conversation.

i cant breathe but i still fight, while i can fight, as long as the wrong feels right ; ♥

june 29th 2010 .

june 29 '10 happy 2nd friendaversary baby. i know we dont talk anymore due to all the drama. but to me, you'll always be my friend. til' this day, i still miss you more than anything. i can still remember the last day of school of gr7 as if it was yesturday. the way we fell for each other was so unexpecting. i wish i can go back in time to the time when we first became friends, but if i do.. i wouldnt have experienced all those amazing times with you. no matter how sad i am or how mad, you would always be the one to cheer me up. the voice i'd want to hear when the rest of the world walks out. sometimes i wonder, will we ever be as close as before again. to me, we were unseperatable. do you remember when we went to the movies last day of gr8 and it was pouring; you had your first ban-nay-nay.. or the time we went to the movies for pardeep's birthday when you spilt the slushie on me & aaron would keep saying my pants wern't wet? those were some good days wern't they? i wish we could have those times again. people say "there's a reason why people from the past didnt make it to your future".. baby, you were my future. at night when the rooms dark & quiet, i can still feel the rush that runs through my body when i hear your voice tell me you love me and the way you cried silently or fell asleep on me and pretend you didnt when i knew you did lol. sometimes i stay awake til' 6 in the morning just to feel that same feeling i use to have when we stayed up all night on the phone. when the stars are out, i watch them through the whole night. wishing we got that time to watch it together. ever since you said we'd watch the stars together one day, every night i see the stars, it reminds me of you. words honestly cant even explain how much i loved you & how much i still do. you told me that you'd love me forever & i'd always tell you, nothing lasts forever. i guess i cant say you were wrong because i will love you forever & always; you were right, things can last forever. they say time will mend a broken heart.. i'm stronger now but every time i see you or hear your voice, i get weak to my knees. i miss being in your arms. i regret so much for pushing you away and making you feel unloved when you wanted to be loved by me. i dont know what happened, everything happened so fast. i miss you mathewos. im struggling and trying so hard to get through the days without you now. when i see you, i wish i could just walk up to you like i use to and never have you let go of me. "baby stay, just 5 more minutes" i wish i never left, never said goodbye, never said we're over. i still cry once in a while but i smile after because i think about the times when you made me feel like the top of the world. i swear baby, i'm trying to let go.. pinky promise (K)

if loving you is wrng then i dont want to be right

& right now im incomplete like a heart without a beat ..

in this place, at this time
& i feel safe, when i look in your eyesi feel like i know ya, from another life and it makes me wish i wasn't so pressed by time I can't catch my breath, 'cause you take it away the best writer in town, could not find words to say how there's so many things, i wanna get to know i wish that i could stay, but i gotta go so ima call you tonight, i will baby
just as soon as i get time alone ima call you tonight, i will baby just as soon as i get home that's the way it goes, in life you get busy when you just don't wanna there's never enough time, day or night you have to make it, so baby im gonna make a way, to connect 'cause your face, is one i can't forget i feel like i know ya, from another life and it just makes wish i wasn't so pressed by time

" A guy that will love her for her, the one that would make him his only one...not his number one. "

I told you from the start, it's you and I til we dieAnd without you by my side, how could I surviveThings happen in our lives, struggles will ariseBut that don't mean we give up and say our goodbyesSometimes it's compromise, sometimes it means we cryBut we gotta try our best, cause who knows if we don't tryWe lose the best thing, I aint trying to do thatI don't want it at a point where I have to say "Come back"I know that on the phone you feel like you're aloneI know you're unhappy even though you don't let it showThis world is crazy, but nothing ever faze meI just want to be at home where I can hold my babyDon't know if I can take it, but I know i gotta make itThis tough journey right here, we just have to shake itOnly time will tell, we'll just have to seeBut I'm telling you now girl, please don't leave me
You ever want something so bad that you just can't have ?
You ever needed that one thing that's not in your grasp ?
Well its you that I'm wanting & needing like thatSo baby do me this favor & come right on back to meCome Back -

All these emotional conversations right now
with you & him,make me want to drop these tears i hold in .

" Close your eyes & count by twos . . when you get to five, I'll stop loving you . "

You always made me smile but a smile isn't forever

*Tired of trying. sick of crying. Yes, I'm smiling, but inside, I'm dying .

He said, "Girl you should go left and I will go right, we wasted enough time. But I think we should kiss, so we can take it with us to play in our minds. And if you feel a tear falling on your lips, then girl that would be mine. Cause I'm a man that ain't afraid to cry. See a man that ain't afraid to cry is a man that ...ain't afriad to die. And I'm crying baby!"

It all started so promising. Got my own diamonds, so I gave him back the promise ring.

they say that absence makes the heart grow fonder, but everytime i'm gone a little bit longer..

My mind tried to warn me, but my heart wouldn't hear it. Because the truth has to travel too far, from my head to my heart.

I swear this is the worst feeling. Like i've lost it all, but im too stuborn to admit it. And with everything i have to value in life, i can't keep my head up. This empty, lonely feeling may always follow me. perhaps i miss them so much, i'll never be the same.

I'm like a sunday morning, your like friday night. And when we kiss, it's the perfect weekend; no rain in sight. When I'm feeling incomplete, your my missing piece. And when you need your breathe taken away, i'll be your thief.

"Personal affection is a luxury you can have only after all your enemies are eliminated. Until then, everyone you love is a hostage, sapping your courage and corrupting your judgement."

The way you hug him, is the way he hugs me

Boy it's like the same complication, the same situation that we had a year ago. Babyboy, i'm sick of this debating, sick of all the waiting & i think that it's time to go...

Immature love says: 'I love you because I need you.' Mature love says 'Ineed you because I love you.

Empty words are better left unspoken.

Is it just me or can you feel when your day is just gonna suck? It's like a pain in your brain from the second you get up. Get out of bed, try to ignore it but it's right there on your nose. It's mission is to keep you miserable, i guess that's the way it goes.

I used to believe in love, I used to believe in fairy tales.

"It has been said, 'time heals all wounds.' I do not agree. The wounds remain. In time, the mind, protecting its sanity, covers them with scar tissue and the pain lessens, but it is never gone."

There's nothing I hate more than a dude who makes me go days, weeks, even months without talking; just to have me give up, break down and give in !

Boy I really, really, really wanna let you know; that I really, really, really can't let you go.And even if we never get it back you see, you can still come and holla at me.

Love didn't knock me down, you did.

Not much competition though. I mean of course, just the same same ol' bitches in plain clothes, playin' the same roles.

right guy, wrong time. right time, wrong guy.new guy, old lines. old guy, new lines.

Lollipops turn into cigarettes. The innocent ones turn into sluts. Homework goes in the trash. Mobile phones are being used in class. Detention becomes suspension. Soda becomes vodka. Bikes become cars. Kisses turn into sex.
*Remember when getting high meant swinging on the playground? When protection meant wearing a helmet? When the worst things you could get from boys were cooties? Dad’s shoulders were the highest place on earth and mum was your hero? Your worst enemies were your siblings. Race issues were about who ran the fastest.
*War was only a card game. And the only drug you knew was cough medicine. When wearing a skirt didn’t make you a slut. The most pain you felt was when you skinned your knees, and goodbyes only meant until tomorrow? And we couldn’t wait to grow up.

missing you isnt the problem , its wondering if you'll ever come back thats killing me .

" It's getting colder now and the darkness consumes me. Depression is slowly creeping up. Maybe one day you'll actually care about me."

" I could go on with my day and act like everything is okay. But as my life goes on it hurts more in every way."

today was the day jon actually admitted that he likes me. & when he told me, i was in your arms being held by you. daum it felt so right. things wernt going so well in the beg but once you started to walk me home, everything changed. when i asked you "do you think we could ever be together agian" you finally said "yes, i could". that one word, changed me. i believe we can be together again, i love you with all my heart. "whatever happens, i'll always love you"

when i was with you, once again on your bed. everything felt so right. the way you held me and played with my hands reminded me of us so much.. i miss everything single thing about us. i cried because i all i wanted to do was to tell you i miss you so much. my heart aches everyday for you. one day, you'll realize that i'm that missing piece of yours

We haven't talked or hung out much but i was dying to see you. All i could think about was to be with you to remind you our love is still there. I faced my fears for whatever i thought was gona happen and went to see you. We joked around & laughed. Thats when i realized, i AM happy with you. You're the only thing that truly makes me happy. I always doubted you & i still wonder why i did. When you walked me halfway home, you kissed me before we departed. That's when my whole like changed. I miss being with you so much. Everytime i replay myself lying down on your bed while you hold me. Baby your the best thing that has happened to me. i'll always love you . .

put my fears aside & had the strength to text you. to my surprise, you texted me back. you carried on our conversations but suddenly... it all died out. & i really thought you were happy we were talking again. i was wrong, like always. it really sucks cause i implied to you that i still love you. now i think to myself.. was that the right move? maybe it was... maybe it wasnt. i still miss you more than anything. im sitting here watching my cell, waiting for you to text me again but seconds, minutes, hours past & theres still... nothing ... if only, i can just read your mind."he said, i was the one." - " i said it to get into her pants... it worked.' baby, did you do the same?honestly.

baby... every night i cry & i cry but even if i cry an ocean, i still wouldnt be back in your arms. daum i thought id be better off without you but baby i was wrong..completely wrong. id give my tomorrow to go back to the day where you called me baby & you loved me to death. i cant ask for anything more than to be with you happily one last time. when i think about you, i still have this warm feeling rushing through my body. i picture us & i could feel you holding me, not wanting me to go. close my eyes & i see us everywhere we've been together happily. from the back of the library to your bed. take me back to those days where i woke up to be able to feel your touch. im still here baby. im not going anywhere without you. if crying & sleeping is what it takes for me to see us together... id do all that unconditonally. trust me baby id do anything to have you love me & only me for the last time. i promise you everything will be perfect. i know ive said this the last time but baby we've been through so much this time. why do every hello ends with a goodbye... ? im on my knees, baby please come back to me. i cant live a single day on this earth without you anymore. it's raining like crazy in my world. hold me close & think about what we had baby. i know you still remember those days. just bring them back to reality...
I'm still right here . . .

everyday time passes when your not here, i believe that i can make it out there without you. i put a smile on my face to help myself believe everything will be alright. i see couples together in every room i stand in. no matter what i do, everything reminds me of you. it's been a month and two days since you've been gone. im missing you like crazy. there are days where i sit here & cry for you to come back. even though we've been through the things we've been through. i know if we were to get back, it would never make sense. sometimes i wish i could go back to the day i wanted that break & everytime you faught for me, i would kiss you & never let go. you were once mine & i took that for granted. i let my emotions take over & made you prove to me that you truly loved me & wanted me. i regret everything i've done but then again, if i hadn't done that... i wouldn't have known the real you. now i realized that i was wrong for changing you. but baby, i miss every second of the moment we cherished. even from this day, i dont know if i would regret being with you. you were the one who always made me happy. you were the only reason i had a reason to live. without you here now, everything seems like a mess. there are so many things running through my mind. if only i knew the answers to them. i love you baby & i always will. but i need to question myself, is love really enough? yes i know, most of our relationship was based on sex. i was never ready for that yet. but why...why do i feel like even though it was all about sex...i'd accept all that just to have you back? my heart aches secretly everyday...everyday since you've been gone. this is my life & these are my emotions. i can never seem to tell anyone much about our relationship because it was between me & you. i cant trust anyone now. i dont even think i can trust myself. you use to say "baby im nothing without you..i need you" but boo, i think you were talking about me. your everything without me... maybe one day you'll realize im your one & only just like you said .

I tried to fight it, but I'd rather give in
Through all this hurt, wondering what could have been?
When I'd wish I could tiptoe
Out of this hiding and pretending
And finally put an end to this endless waiting

See, I've lost myself in this love
When I've tried walking away but I can't,
When I've done everything I could,
When I've chosen what I want and need
But wondering where this will all lead...

I let rivers of tears fall from my eyes,
Cried over everything, the truth and lies.
When I wipe away the tears off my face
and embrace these feelings I can't erase,
I hope to God that one day,
in true love, you'll see
and that someday...
Finally...
You'll choose to be with me...

i guess as the days go by that i'm not with you i start to wonder if i'm still there in your heart . would you tell me if you have lost feelings ? would you tell me that there is someone new ? would you ever be okay with the way you have left me , the way you have hurt me ? i'm still lost and confused without you . you were a big part of me , you were my everything and now you're gone and i'm having the hardest time coping with this pain . i miss you , i love you but i must endure this pain because baby i'm not giving up . i miss when you were here with me , will you ever come back to me ? as days go by i start to miss you more and more . it kills me still that we aren't together . it's been a while and baby i still want you back , but i guess you don't feel the same . baby come prove me wrong . it will never be the same again . i believe .. don't you ever forget that . i still love you ..

It's been exactly a month now & Every night i lie down on the bed with the lights off & the room dark, i reminsce back to the days listening to your heartbeat on your bed while you whisper to me "together forever" . We promised each other we'll watch the stars one night as a day to remember. You're gone & now i feel like everything between us was all an act .
daum baby, were they just said to make love ? I'm sitting here wondering, was our whole relationship a lie? Whatever happened to us. Forever was what we've always said . I guess now we know that there's no such thing as forever. Baby my philosphy was us . How can that ever happen without you here . Close your eyes, think about us . Tell me you don't feel the same way i do . I didn't believe in us but boo, i think i do now . I belong with you & you know that. I'm there in your heart & i'll always will be . Did you forget about me? Please, just kiss me one last time & take a look in my eyes . Tell me you're nothing without me . Tell me you miss me . Tell me you'd rather be alone than with anyone else . Whisper in my ears you love me . I'm right here baby, im not going anywhere just say those words you mean with all your heart & i'll be in your arms again . No one can ever replace you . You're my life ...

" 6,470,818,671 people in the world. sometimes all you need is one . " - PEYTON SAWYER

i could,

I could go on with my day and act like everything is okay. But as my life goes on it hurts more in every way.

someday,

someday my wish is for him to hold me in his arms, in a sea of deep blue, together at last, together as two.

Recipe for drama,

Recipe for drama;
1 cup of gossip, 1/4 tablespoon of rumors, & a dash of jealousy. Why don’t you just cut to the chase & say it to my face ?

label me *

i gossip, so i guess i'm a bitch. i show a little skin, so i guess i'm a skank. i like to paint my nails, so i guess i'm a prep. i've cried, so i guess i'm HIGH Maintenance. i've been heartbroken, so i guess im pathetic. i've been backstabbed, so i guess i'm a drama queen. i like to wear make up, so i guess im a fake. i've talked... to someones boyfriend, so i guess i'm a slut. so throw me a label, you'll do it anyways *

letting go

letting go doesn't mean giving up but rather accepting that there are things that cannot be

one tree hill quote

" At this moment there are 6,470,818,671 people in the world. Some are running scared. Some are coming home. Some tell lies to make it through the day. Others are just not facing the truth. Some are evil men, at war with good. And some are good, struggling with evil. Six billion people in the world, six billion souls. And sometimes... all you need is one. "

- Peyton Sawyer

one tree hill quote

" I wanted you to fight for me! I wanted you to say there is no one else that you could ever be with and that you would rather be alone than without me. I wanted the Lucas Scott from the beach that night; telling the world that he's the one for me. "

- Brooke Davis