Lollipops turn into cigarettes. The innocent ones turn into sluts. Homework goes in the trash. Mobile phones are being used in class. Detention becomes suspension. Soda becomes vodka. Bikes become cars. Kisses turn into sex.
*Remember when getting high meant swinging on the playground? When protection meant wearing a helmet? When the worst things you could get from boys were cooties? Dad’s shoulders were the highest place on earth and mum was your hero? Your worst enemies were your siblings. Race issues were about who ran the fastest.
*War was only a card game. And the only drug you knew was cough medicine. When wearing a skirt didn’t make you a slut. The most pain you felt was when you skinned your knees, and goodbyes only meant until tomorrow? And we couldn’t wait to grow up.

missing you isnt the problem , its wondering if you'll ever come back thats killing me .

" It's getting colder now and the darkness consumes me. Depression is slowly creeping up. Maybe one day you'll actually care about me."

" I could go on with my day and act like everything is okay. But as my life goes on it hurts more in every way."

today was the day jon actually admitted that he likes me. & when he told me, i was in your arms being held by you. daum it felt so right. things wernt going so well in the beg but once you started to walk me home, everything changed. when i asked you "do you think we could ever be together agian" you finally said "yes, i could". that one word, changed me. i believe we can be together again, i love you with all my heart. "whatever happens, i'll always love you"