Thursday, July 29, 2010

love doesn't have to be perfect, it just needs to be true .

Sunday, July 25, 2010

if you were mine, i'd be your everything and you'd be the only thing.. that i would ever need.

Friday, July 23, 2010

june 23rd 2010.

went to watch INCEPTION with my girliess - sania safari & carmen dang !
gaaaah movie was waaay too awesome. i'm completely in love with it <3 it confuzzled me as fucck but gosh, orgasm at the same time. i'm probably going to go watch it again... with mathewos. sitting in that theater today wasn't the same without him. i kept wishing he was beside me everytime i looked over.. to my dissapointment, it was an empty seat.

Thursday, July 22, 2010

baby, i'm not going to get my hopes up .
you make me happy, yet you make me cry. it kills me to see you with another girl .

Tuesday, July 20, 2010

meeting you was fate, becoming your friend was choice, falling in love with you, was beyond my control. ♥

Monday, July 19, 2010

they say that time will dry the tears,
but true love burns for a thousand years.

Sunday, July 18, 2010

Never take someone for granted; hold every person close to your heart. Because you might wake up one day and realize that you lost a diamond, while you were too busy collecting stones. ♥
You hate me, she hates me, he hates me.. why?
Cause I've probably been the selfish me I love to be,
and stolen someone away from you, just as a challenge.
Then I brush them to the side and really,
never talk to them much again.
I was tierd of playing helpless little girl.
I was sick of getting my heart broken.
It was time for me to do stuff like the boys do..
Lead 'em on and ditch 'em.
And now, whos phone never stops ringing?
Mine.Because I learned how to play the fucking game.

Thursday, July 15, 2010

Not all knights in shining armor can make your dreams come true. Maybe he's not quite as charming as he may seem.
As im laying down I keep thinking about you and how close I was to almost being yours then how fast everything changed but oh well I told you I would tak
Make love your best kept secret .
Memories are all that's left behind, I guess my heart made up my mind...
I can't help but smile through it all, because with every struggle comes success .
"Problems are not the problem; coping is the problem."
So what if I came clean and told you all you mean to me. So what if I write your name 'cause your always on my brain. Just 'cause I can't go on, just 'cause I die when your gone. And just 'cause I think of you in bed, don't let it go to your head...
& This ain't love, this ain't human. This ain't real, so what the fxck is we doin'.
Not a single salty tear, not a feeling in my chest. Baby I'm feeling no stress, I'm too fly to be depressed!
I guess it's 'cause I love you to death. If your love ever left, my heart'll stop pumping blood in my chest.
I live in a world where no one has time to applaud my success, but seek my failures...
I can't fake, force or fight the feeling ...
"I can't wait to figure out whats wrong with me, so I can say this is the way I used to be..."
no argument, no fight. move along, i'm just trying to be polite.

Tuesday, July 13, 2010

& once again, i almost fell for your lies. acting like we can be friends again but once you don't get what you want.. you walk away as if we never had that conversation.